No One Above You

As I walk closer and closer to the stone steps, I see a bright shining light reflecting to me and blinding me. I walked closer and closer...I feel like I know this person really well. I squinted my eyes and tried opening em. WOAH its a beautiful girl. From head to toe, she is amazingly beautiful. I can sense her smell it just attracts me sooo much. I wanted to grabbed onto her and never let go. I touched her and she moved one step farther. From my thought it seem like she is trying to asking me something but I don't know exactly what! i tried asking her but she seem to be telling me to ask myself. I was like what am I suppose to say? I sat there and think and think and think...finally at the tip of my tongue is sophomore yr I remember what I really wanted to say for a long time. It was "Will you go out with me?". Once I said it, this beautiful pretty angel hugged me. :) She was hugging me soo hard that I felt her heart beeping out mine. I told her no body can ever replace you. I want to give you my everything and more then the world. Things might not always go as plan, but I'll try my best to do it planned. You have stepped into my life since 02.05.09 and it's been officially 8 months today. We haven't been spending our anniversaries much, but there are things that are always in the way. You know how much I love you and how much I want to spend with you. It pains me just as much when things don't happen as plan. I can't stop these things, but I'm willing to do my best to make it happen. If your cold, I will makee you warm always n forevers ;). Babe theres a long way tooo go, but you and me can and always go through it. I won't never let go and same goes for you <3. Love Life Money Things. I will give up every single thing i have and will have just to spend a millisec with you. I love you Yolanda Xu Huang. Your my special girl that no one can ever replace you. Love you to death ;)

Yolanda Xu Huang

This year 2009 is probably one of the best year in my entire life. I have been through the ups and the downs. There is that special someone that is taking care of me and loving me. She gave me the warmness that nobody else can ever give me ever. When I'm at my downest moment of my life, she is here to pull me back up and kept me alive. She is the one who made me feel I'm ALIVE! She is the one who taught me how to be a better person. She is the one who gave me true love. She is the one who is my everything. She is the one who I truly deeply love. Love you lowpo :)

Miss you

Today seem like its a good day to blog, except I really miss my lowpo. She is shopping with her auntie and I wish I went with her. *sigh* But it's aiteee I get to see her tomorrow or on webcam tonight;). This week lowpo and I didn't really have a good week; but everything will always stayy strong forevers n evers. Love you babyyy;)

No replacement

February Fifth Two Thousand and Nine is the day, is the day I promise you I will be with you forever. Your that one special someone who completes my life, even though 4/5/09 was only our 3rd month, I can see it in your eyes that you truly love me for who I am and none else. I can't explain the feeling inside but I know that every single second I live, I'm thinking of you. Our love is so true and honest, the light of my life. I wanna be the one whose going to be by your side throughout all the years, the one whose going to fight away all your tears, the one who going to take away all your fears, and replacing it with happiness. I wouldn't trade you for anything, you're all I need. I know it for a fact that one day for sure you're going to be my wife. Until the day I die, I'll try to give you the world. Yanno babyyy, if I never met you there would be no smile on my face. Your the only one who can make me smile and make me feel love. You understand me like no others can. Can't imagine my life if you are not by my side. Every little thing we do is so special to me lowpo, I cherish everything we do. Never will I ever hurt you, never will I leave you alone! You're the reason why I'm smiling every start of the day and every night. No girl could ever, ever, ever take your place and love me the way you do.

Always and forevers, pinky promise we have made :) My love for you will always stay the same like day 1. ALWAYS
Just promisee me you will never go away

Miss you sooo much lowpo sigh Day #1 4-7-09

When Love Takes You In

To the world you may be just one person, but to one person you are the world. You always say you feel bad because of the things I do for you. Baby, you have done soo much for me. You said you want to give me more; everyday you have given me more and more, because I have you everyday as mine. Everything changed from the beginning of our start *020509*. You have changed my life around. You have made me a better person. Sometimes I wish I can stop the time and be longer with you.

When you say you love me, I will hold, cherish, and remember the words in my memories forever. It will be locked in my heart forever just like how our love is locked together endlessly. I will be yours forevers n evers.

Words can't describe the love I have for you baby; it lives deep inside. Love that grows stronger with every beat of my heart. Right from the start I knew you were the the one for me. There isn't a moment in a day where you don't make me smile or laugh. I want to be with you forver and hold you tight. To protect you and love you everyday and each night. We share something so special each and every day. You're the sunshine, Yolanda, that brightens up each day, and I'll never let you go, because I love you. Our days will last forever.

When love takes you in, everything changes for the best. Just like how you changed me baby. Love you <33

My Life My Baby

Life is nothing without you in my life. Nothing can ever replace. Nothing can ever be better than you. You’re my everything. To me you’re my sunlight that shine the path for me every day. You light up the world for me. When I’m down you pull me back up. When I’m sad you put a smile on my face. You been there for me when I need you the most. If God ever told me I can have any wish I want, I would say “Can Yolanda be the happiest girl in the world and protect her from everything she fears.” She is my only love and will be my only love forever. When she is cold, I want to put my arms around her to make her warm . When she is scared I’ll be there to protect her. When she is sad I’ll be there to comfort her to make a smile on her face. No lie, but she really is something in my heart. To be honest, I think I’m the luckiest guy in the world, because God has given me her. I love my babyyy no matter what.

Love you Yolanda. 020509 ALL MINE <3

Can I start again?

It's been a while since my last blog and I just felt like updating today. Well I can say that the past is the past. I can't just go back and turned back everything, but just move on in life yannno? Time isn't going to wait for me, I wait for the time. Anyway, recently I met this coool chick and she is hella chill. Officially met her yesterday and she is prettty cool, cute, and alll....well anywayy yaa I still got to chill with her more thoo but yaaa.. <33 much LOL Well another thing I got to talk about is love really worth the time? Seriously, I recently learned that some people dont give a shit about you and when you find out you feel even more shit. That person you like would use you as a GOODFRIEND then when your not useful anymore they just throw you away like trash you feel? Looks isn't everything because without a good personality everything will be shit in the long run. Don't fall for those people who uses you, because when they hurt you...you think they care? Nahhh...they can care less. Shoutout to all my friends, cause they are the ones who keep me going.
Im out